Thursday, March 4, 2010, 10:57 PM
deluded;

as they say,it takes both hands to clap.
for now and for the forseeable future,i will be clapping air and clapping alone.
you,playfully,take every chance you get to insult me.
i don't mind that.
in fact,i kind of like it.
it's a part of you that makes you seem so irresistible.
it's one of the many things about you that i find attractive.
but the way you react to the thought of us or even when people tease about us,that just hurts.
i don't know why,in that sense,you detest me so much.
too bad i don't have the guts to ask you what you really feel.
too bad i don't have the guts to tell you how i really feel.
because i treasure this close friendship that we have somehow forged and i don't want to mess it up.
but i really wonder,at times,what you would say or do,if you really knew..

-asyraf