for reasons that have been eluding me,i can never ever figure out why the fuck i keep coming back.
why bother?you obviously don't.you pretend like i mean nothing to you.
having said that,why do you keep going back to him?he obviously treats you like shit.
i can help you.i can save you.i'll treat you like as if it's the last thing i'll ever do on earth.
i am almost literally crying out to you.you keep ignoring me.
i can't understand why we can't be.

call me crazy but everytime i close my eyes,it's you i see.it's you i think about.
each time you brush me off,a little bit more of me dies inside.
what is it that am i lacking?what does he have that i don't?
money?cars?if that's all you care about,i can give you all that too.in time.
i pretend not to care.pretend that it is not fucking killing me inside.
but deep down,it's you i want and no other.
what do i have to do,honestly!?
they say i'm wasting my time.it's a lost cause.
but how can i give up on you when you're all i think about day in,day out?

i am going crazy keeping all of this inside.i am dying to tell you.
but they say it's better if i let things be.it's better off this way.
so i keep silent and hold it in.for how much longer,i am not sure.
my chest is in knots as i sit here writing this out and you on my mind.
nobody else but you.
let me in...
i can heal you.i can save you.
a chance.that is all i am asking for.
i am not forcing you.i understand you have your own issues.
this is just a confession from a broken heart.



"with or without you
i feel the pain"


-asyraf

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