Friday, August 7, 2009, 10:48 PM
and i've been pushed away...

This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of liking you

Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down

My sacrifice of hiding in a lie
My sacrifice is that you will never know the truth


Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind

I will never know
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of liking you

And this chapter
is about to end

You speak of
Your mistreated heart
Yet you are too blind and selfish to see
You're doing unto me what you don't want unto you

I said i would never rest one day
And i never did
But you never acknowledged
As i tried to reach for your hand
That i can never hold on


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