of why i lost faith in you
you're back with a vengeance
when all i wanted was her
but you could not even let me have that
i let my heart had its way
and it listened to your whisperings
you tugged its strings
and i fell
head over heels
i let you in
thinking you would heal me
for real this time
this heart will never be the same
the pieces can never be pieced again
this sorrow
this helplessness
this fucking misery
i am willingly
drowning myself in
will i ever pick myself up this time
you smiled
at what she meant to me
you smiled
knowing this was a perfect chance
to hurt me
you smiled
your smile
hauntingly beautiful
all i wanted...
all i wanted was...
all i wanted was her...

i hate you,Love.


'why am i always waiting around;
to have my heart ripped off?

i don't want perfect;
i just want you'