i see now
this shit i feel inside
its one-sided.

just let me burn
for the thoughts
when i am just thoughtless.

just let me burn
for the heart
when i am just heartless.

should i say goodbye
i'll take one last breath
push it on my chest till there's nothing left.

i know that
my mind's near its end
i hurt myself and fell.

i've been abused
i feel so used
i'm always thinking of you.

take me
make me
these three tears are deadly.

these lungs have sung this song
for far too long and its true
i hurt too for i miss you.

so watch my chest heave
as this breath breathes your name as it leaves
I AM TRYING TO BE
WHAT YOU'RE DYING TO SEE.