that familiar feeling of downfall.
i am telling white lies again to avoid telling the truth.
i do not want to be the reason why.
sure it hurts.
but it will hurt more if i let this continue.
time to accept that nothing good will come from this.
not for me anyway.
but as your friend,
i will be here.
till the end...

p.s a smart,beautiful friend of mine said this
'its a moment of pleasure...and a lifetime of pain and regret.'
say what you want,
but that is why,
i do not believe in love...