i am swimming in dangerous water.
if i get caught,if the beans are spilled,
i.am.a.dead.man.
sure,technically,i am not doing anything wrong.
and neither is she.
but the thing inside me is screaming to let it out.
and she keeps baiting.
i am doing all i can to resist biting.
she is after all,someone else's rights.
rights that i probably will never own.
but i can't stand by and watch her drown.
because at the end of the day,
where are you when she needs you?....


'i don't want to be in the middle.
i want to be at the front.
i want to.....'