that she's not by my side.
that i have to hide the truth for the greater good.
that there is nothing i can do.
that everything i do might be their downfall.
that she might blame me.
that she might hate me...

(to those who reads this blog of mine,yes erm,all three of you,you might have noticed that i dont blog like other people.i dont post what happened to me minute by minute.that is boring and what you can get elsewhere.so i decided to narrate.like i am telling a story.sometimes from a first person point of view and other times,from third person.you can interpret my posts any way you like.but it is all true.it is all from my own personal experience.so happy reading.)