i feel broken.
the sight of it all.
it crushed me.
the pain i hide inside.
it feels heavy on my shoulders.
someone tranquilize me.
numb the pain.
trade this wretched soul of mine.
i don't even care how.
you used me.
staked my heart.
my blood on your hands.
you laugh at it all.
and i lay here dying...


'i don't believe in love;
and yet i keep coming back for more

stop this hypocrisy;
kill me

cover me with sedatives;
one pill and i will feel fine'