A joke.
A laughing stock.
That's all i am.
A joke to everyone.
A joke.
That's all i know.
Joke.
A bloody,stupid joke.
That's all i ever will be.
Joke.
Joke.
Joke.
How stupid can i be?
I make the same mistake over and over again.
I make the same wrong choices over and over again.
And now...
i.am.a.joke.

p.s. thanks irni
for trying to help
i appreciate your concern :)
but my situation can't be helped...