Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 10:09 PM
and the answers eludes me...

and yet another one says to me
'you're really funny.i can't stop laughing'
sometimes i wonder,
is my sense of humour all that people notice?
sometimes i wonder,
if i can make people laugh and make them feel good,
why can't i do the same to myself?
on the outside,
i try my best to remain upbeat.
to entertain people.
to pick them up when they're down.
but inside,
i am lost....