Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 9:36 AM


it's almost like
i don't exist.
it's almost like
i'm invisible.
it's almost like
one-sided.

...

-acap-

p.s. it IS one-sided.

Monday, February 23, 2009, 11:54 PM


tell me
the secrets
that
you know
...

-acap-

Sunday, February 22, 2009, 10:07 PM


i like what i saw.
drop.dead.gorgeous.
inside,outside.
but there's this
niggling doubt.
and the ever present
sinking feeling.

-acap-

p.s. i'm obviously not describing myself.

Saturday, February 21, 2009, 11:14 PM


that sinking feeling...
why?
almost always.
just why damnit?
i just wanna scream.
-acap-

p.s. forever fighting for a chance.

Thursday, February 19, 2009, 11:24 PM



epic.

-acap-

Wednesday, February 18, 2009, 11:11 PM



yes ar!!!!!
wooohooo!!!
i can finally move on to FTT.
hahah
problem is,
its on 27th march.
i've got exams on 11th.
going off to Genting with my brudders
on 23rd.
amidst all that,
work and songs to write.
packed schedule and tight budget
don't go well together.
damnit.
oh wells.

p.s. reach out to me.
i'm the answer you need.
trust me.

-acap-



Wish me luck.
For the fourth time.
I need it.
Just let me get past this.
PLEASE.

-acap-

p.s. happy 19th bdae to my good friend,
Irni.
well,it was actually yesterday.
but what the heck.
hahs


Sunday, February 15, 2009, 10:51 PM


I
SET
MY
FRIENDS
ON
FIRE
!!!!!!!


Lets look the world
Into the eyes
And say
ONE
MORE
TIME
!!!!!!!


-acap-

Saturday, February 14, 2009, 11:08 PM


Just answer me this:

'WHY?'

...

-acap-

Thursday, February 12, 2009, 11:05 PM



it was a mistake
when i decided to this back then.
but
i'm going to do it again
albeit
to a different person.
i'm gonna wait.
...

-acap-

Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 10:56 PM


despite my intents
on trying to stay away
from you,
the truth is,
to put it in Aiden's way,

IIIIIIIIIII
MMMMMIIIIIIISSSSSSS
YYYYYOOOOOOUUUUU
!!!!!!

-acap-



i politely and deliberately
left only the volume control there
for you people to,
obviously,
control the volume.
and the list is on shuffle.
just in case any of you are wondering
why different song every different time.

-acap-

Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 11:12 PM


All my life,all I've wanted to say
This is love while the symphony plays
Here in death I would cut my breath just to stay

-acap-

Monday, February 9, 2009, 10:44 PM


Try to make it a quick and painless death
Grab a knife;stake my heart
Why don't you?

-acap-

Sunday, February 8, 2009, 10:37 PM


As happy as i am,
That you're at the highest point of your life now,
It still pains me to admit time and time,
That i am not the reason for it.

...

-acap-


'it eats me from inside;
that you're not by my side.'




To buy the truth,
You sell a lie.

The secret is out,
Say goodbye.

...

-acap-

Friday, February 6, 2009, 10:22 PM


Though i keep trying to hide my blank gaze,
trying to ignore the pain that won't go away,
i keep thinking about of what could have been.

I guess i'm still a little not over it.
Cause you're beautiful
But i'm a loser inside
Who's on a suicide mission to die...

...

-acap-

Thursday, February 5, 2009, 10:49 AM



'Goes Without Saying'



We both know you want it, come and get it.

What you waiting for?
Now you're scared of what you're seeing,
only seen it in your dreams before.
Cause when you least expect it,
it will take you, take you by surprise.
So take advantage, take it all,
take it all before the moment dies.

It comes without saying,
It's already known.
It's written all over you,

It comes without saying.
Don't let it go,
keep it inside of you.

It comes without saying...

Now that you've got it in,
it's slipping through your finger tips.
You gave and let go;
now it's missing from your life again.
So now you're tearing up the walls,
make a mess, try to dig it up.
But now it's all too late, you'll never find it,
and the moment's dead, the moment's dead.

It goes without saying,
It's already gone.
It's written all over you,

It goes without saying.
You let it go,
There's nothing inside of you.

It goes without saying...

We know you want it.
What are you waiting for?
Take it all and the moment dies.

It goes without saying,
goes without saying.
It's written all over you.

It goes without saying,
goes without saying.
Just keep it inside of you.

It goes without saying,
goes without saying.
It's written all over you.

It goes without saying,
goes without saying.
There's nothing inside of you.

It goes without saying...

-acap-

Wednesday, February 4, 2009, 3:05 PM

i dream big
and
i am proud of it
so fuck you
...

-acap-

Sunday, February 1, 2009, 4:03 PM

Quote,unquote:

"If you're not his/her first,
you won't be his/her last."

...

I don't believe in love,
Like you believe in me.

...

-acap-