a lunatic's lament

drumbeats....

'Start The Machine'

mmmmmmmm........coffee...........i want.........
i think i'm addicted to caffeine.i drink about 2-3 cups a day.is that addiction?hahs
anyway,played cage again today with the usual peeps and my abang sedare nye budak2.
hahas
everybody is improving in my opinion.playing against better,bigger opponents really helps you to learn.except raziqin.he's got a bit of mental thing.he lacks self-esteem.and keeps feeling sorry for himself.which is selfish in my opinion.that and he better start stopping his craps soon.

on the music front,i'm about 85% percent done with two new songs.i'm still not completely happy with them though.i feel they can be improved further.only problem is,i don't have the necessary equipments.like synthiesers for example.and i have 2-3 different versions of chorus for each song.i can't make up my mind which suits best.

on the chicks front,i'm staying off gals for awhile.too much painful experiences in the past.i'm not exactly eager to go through all that shit again.buat saket hati je..

on the school front,the project is going pretty well i guess.i can't wait to see the end product.its gonna be the most awesome band website ever.i hope so anyway.hahs.

'love.hate.bleed.hypocrisy.hurt.pain.bliss.lies.hopes.dreams.broken hearts.
you're the cause of it all.'

-acap-

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