a lunatic's lament

when memories come haunting back....

'Can You Hear.....The Silence?'

On my way back home from Adli's place today(thanks for everything dude),i thought i recognised someone from the not too distant past.Someone whom i had forgotten about for a blissful while.You know i was there.i know you were there.There's no denying it.You obviously tried hard to avoid me,thinking i had not notice you.Unfortunately,i already had.But i had no desire to try and talk to you.So i gladly avoided you too.We both avoided each other and that's the best way it is for both of us.It frustrates me to say this but damn you,i could'nt completely ignore you.Despite the air of arrogance around you(anyone can feel your arrogance from a distance away),you're just too fucking attractive for me.Damn you.But let's face it.You're not for me and i'm not for you.In fact,you'll make some unlucky guy's life a living hell in the future.To any dudes who happen to have feelings for her,good luck guys.Good luck trying to get her attention.Trust me,you guys are not important enough for her.You'll only get hurt in the end.I should have listened to the people back in Siglap.They were,suprisingly,actually right about you.Don't get me wrong.When you're in the mood,you're a great person.You definitely have the looks,the brains,the body(hehehs).I enjoyed the whatever friendship we had last time and i still regret that i was so close yet still so far and burned my chance.But what you don't have my dear,is the right attitude.You should stop treating people as if you're way better then them.I'm not saying i'm perfect.I never will be.So maybe its time you stop thinking you are.

'Run away,
Go change yourself.'

-acap-

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