a lunatic's lament

If you're constantly ignored....

'My Faith Is Still Alive'

Today is 14th of dear old October.But i have no idea why it says 9th instead at the top.
Anyway i've been meaning to update this dump of mine but kept procrastinating.But here i am now typing away.
As they say,'Good things come to those who wait'.And i can't agree more.After decades of agonising wait,i have finally bought my very own PSP.Sleepless nights won't be such a source of irate for me no more.

Another thing to note,albeit rather randomly,i just can't stand girls and their mood swings.They keep getting me off guard every single time it happens..I swear when by the time women are finally understood by men,the world would by then be close to its end.Don't misquote me though.I think women are great.In their own special ways.I'm just saying they can be a pain in the ass sometimes.I will admit though,in that sense,guys are not too much different.Try paying attention in my class when its attendance is pretty high(which is once in a blue moon),and you'll get what i mean.On another,but slightly related note,i am extremely enjoying my nightly chats on MSN lately.And yep,it has everything to do with girls.Well to be more specific,with just this one fun girl.HAHA!But i do mean that sincerely.In case she happens to b reading this.Hahah

Anyway,had my NS medical screening with Manan and Ilyas yesterday.It was certainly an eye-opening experience.Literally.I slept at 4 am on the day and woke up at 6 am.So obviously the lack of sleep affected my reactions and speed of thought.I was basically dragging my ass off my bed in an effort to get ready to meet my two dudes mentioned above.My eyes were slightly puffy and bloodshot.But i couldn't care less.Much later in the day,i was told by Manan slippers were not allowed.By then i was a hundred miles away from home in my 3/4 pants,Polo T,emo cap and,yep,slippers.The damn place is at Depot Rd and there was no way for me to change in time.But again,i couldn't care less.I was still groggy and slightly disoriented from lack of sleep and my rumbling stomach didn't make things better.On the way there,in an effort to wake up,i put on my headphones and 5 minutes later,30 Seconds to Mars was blasting in my ears.Did that jerk me fully awake?Noooooppppppeeee.....I was zoned out.It was only when we were there,after taking the urine test,i became wide awake.Why?Well,we were about to get our blood tested and the prospect of having a stranger jabbing a needle in my arm finally aroused my senses.The whole series of tests,which includes having my precious balls checked(which i'm proud to say is in fine working condition.HA!),took a whole 4 hours.I got classified under PES B.Because,according to the Medical Officer,i am slightly underweight.Which suprised me to say the least.I have NEVER in my 18 years of life(18 already?and in a few months,19?man i'm getting old),been called underweight.Acceptable weight,certainly.Overweight,definitely,for a few years.In fact that was just 5 years ago.Time flies huh?

Oh and will someone please from time to time remind me to study for my BTT?Its next week monday and i 've roughly covered only about 15% of the book.I fail this one,its 30 bucks burned,people.Thank you.

I'll like to finish off by saying,some people can really be stupid motherfuckers who have no respect for teachers(to teachers who deserve it of course.not all do.),much less for others around them who are trying to study in an effort to build a solid future for themselves.Now i don't know what these assholes' plans for their future are,and i don't fucking care.But,please,for God's sake,i hope they soon realise the world does NOT revolve around them.But i seriously doubt their puny brains(if they even have one) and fucked up attitudes will get the message.I,for one,am certainly not putting high hopes on that happening.To those who feel insulted by this,too bad.You have no feelings for others and i will return that favour in kind.Its for 'the greater good'.HA!

'A revolution has begun today for me inside
The ultimate defense is to pretend
Revolve around yourself just like an ordinary man
The only other option is to forget

Does it feel like we've never been alive?
Does it seem like it's only just begun?

To find yourself just look inside the wreckage of your past
To lose it all you have to do is lie
The policy is set and we are never turning back
It's time for execution; time to execute
Time for execution; time to execute

Does it feel like we've never been alive?
Does it seem like it's only just begun?
Does it feel like we've never been alive inside?
Does it seem it's only just begun?
It's only just begun...'

P.S to Manan and Sani
Kakashi will NOT die.
He'll become the next hokage.
HAHA

-acap-

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