Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 12:20 AM
wwwhhhooooaaaaa.....
okay,its still early days...
but let me just say i won't go wrong this time...
she's the 1st chick in a long time who actually thinks my jokes are funny and laughs at them.
even better,she's a joker herself!
woohoo...
she's fun.
but i shall not get carried away...
things can still get out of hand...
so i am just so so thankful and grateful to God for giving me this oppurtunity.
good nite people...
'when what's inside
matters more then what's on the outside...'
-acap-
Labels: she's rich.but still, wwwwhhhooooaaa......
Monday, September 29, 2008, 12:10 AM
its almost here...can you feel it?
go ahead.tell another lie.
i know you love lying.
l know you love deceiving people.
cause all you care is your own happiness.
i don't want revenge.
i leave that to God.
and when it happens,
don't come running back to me.
cause i won't be here...
p.s. new blog song
heaven - angels and airwaves
'Can you sense the pain? It's everywhere
And if you try you'll never care
And the love you had
When you were young
Is right outside for all to come
Because your life is full of pure greed and desire
A life so gloriously wired'
-acap-
Labels: your true colours shows and its nowhere near beautiful...
Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 3:03 PM
di pinggiran aidilfitri
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heyys...
long time no updates..
sorry about that..
anyways,
there's about 1 week of Ramadhan left...
i really believe we should all use this remaining days,
to make this month more meaningful..
that's the reason for the new blog song..
is a dikir barat song(i'm a long-time dikir barat fan and was once part of it along with my abang sedare)...
it's to remind us all that it's not about Hari Raya only..
it's not about looking good in new clothes,makeup whatever..
it's about whether you really deserve to celebrate Hari Raya..
so my friends...
do you feel you deserve to celebrate Raya this year?...
let's all make full use of these last days...
'bergema suara di tabir fajar
mendayu irama takbir berlagu
penuh syahdu...
oh sayang syawal menjelma
tiada seindah yang sudah
hanya keluhan pilu
bermain di kalbu...
di pinggiran aidilfitri
terdengar suara takbir bergema lagi
namun ku di ambang sepi
mendung menyebulungi
syawal ku yang datang kembali
bagai tidak bererti...
di Lebaran berkelipan
tiada sinar cahaya hari mulia
di hati sunyi dan sepi
yang pergi takkan kembali
bersemi rindu di hati
dan pilu yang tak bertepi...'
-acap-
Labels: sepasang kurung biru
Friday, September 12, 2008, 10:29 PM
whoaa..
let me just say that gal behind the counter is pretty damn cute.
there must be a way i can get to know her.
hmm...
anyway,i'm sick to the bone at the moment..
tomorrow helping out my abang sedare and his family shift house.
i hope i will have recovered by then.
'there's a difference between a player in love
and
a person in love'
-acap-
Labels: sweating out my fever
Wednesday, September 10, 2008, 10:21 PM
don't say i don't but when i do.
'Let's talk about one,
You gotta hear me out
Do you really want to be the last to know
what it's all about?
Let's talk about two,you say
He's the essence of your life
But he'll eat you up from inside slow
And then he doesn't wanna know
I'm telling you he'll eat you up from inside
And then he doesn't wanna know
Listen, I mean it
There's nothing that he's worthy of
He's just another player,
Playing in the name of love
I've seen enough, now this must come to an end
Let's talk about what,
He's done to become your number one
Or was it all the promises of diamonds,
pearls and party dresses that turned you on
I've seen it before (Don't take)
Anymore, free too,
You're through for sure
Just go get on with your life,STOP
Acting like you're giving up
I'm telling you, go get on with your life
Stop acting like you're giving up
Listen, I mean it
There's nothing that he's worthy of
He's just another player,
Playing in the name of love
I've seen enough, now this must come to an end
Hear me out,
you must know
what it's all about
he's just a player in love
this must come to an end'
-acap-
Labels: the show must go on.
Monday, September 8, 2008, 12:43 PM
why is it coming back now?
its 1245 in the afternoon.
and i actually just woke up.
i'm taking some time off to update the events of the past couple of days.
here's what happened.
last friday,at about 6pm my great-grandmother passed away.
she was 90.
she's my dad's granny.
she's a malaysian and lives in a kampung.
my dad was a malaysian and used to live there.
so the family rushed to go back to pay her a last visit.
the drive there usually takes about 6-7 hours.
but my dad and two uncles was speeding throughout as my grandmother
was anxious to reach as fast as possible.
to cut a long story short,it was my longest two days ever.
i finally reached back home at 3am on sunday.
so exams are coming but here i am,
typing away..
i couldn't sleep last night.
so i stayed up messaging a couple of people.
like irni for instance.
i hope i didnt disrupt your school work
and did you get you power nap?
hahas
i didnt sahur.
no appetite to be honest.
during my sleepless night,i discovered a few things.
i discovered that
feelings i thought i had long buried
came flooding back to me.
disappointement,hope,sadness.
yep,the usual gang were still there.
i thought i had moved on.
but apparently,i've been lying to myself.
there's nothing i can do about the situation though.
i've lost a long time ago.
i never really had a chance anyway.
i was a fool who thought i could make her happy.
so its time i accept the fact
and get over it.
she never accepted me back then,
she won't now.
not that i'm blaming her.
its not her fault.never is.
i'm just not good enough.
anyway,riddle me this:
'why is it so difficult,
and sometimes tricky?'
there's no right answer to it.
its up to you to translate what it means.
-acap-
Labels: let me feel you and carry you higher
Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 11:37 PM
finding the last
won't be updating for some time.
exam next week
and i am stressed to the core
about that and having to fight my stupid hormones
for a month.
peace out.
-acap-
Labels: mindless crap.beat the machine i say.
Asyraf
7 January 1990
Republic Poly
Capricorn
Member of Echelon
Does not believe in love
