a lunatic's lament

its not a fashion statement.....

this post is a tribute to my family and friends.
thanks to my family including kak ana and abang faizal,abg asyik and kak aisyah
for making my weekend the best i've had in a long time.
thanks to kak ana and abang faizal for letting me sleepover at your place.
abang faizal,liverpool won!hahah
to abang asyik thanks for the soccer match at the Cage.
even though it was not our original plan,
me and my friends had fun.
it's great to play soccer with you again
after all these years.
we've really grown up haven't we?
and i know you messed with my handphone the other day
i just don't know what you really did.
you sneaky B....hahah
and i really think you and kak aisyah are meant for each other.
to my parents,
finally i get to enroll and finally bought my contact lenses.
i got astigmatism according to the optician(its that what they're called?).
anyway,
not forgetting my friends.
zz,halim,wan,an,fiq and razin.
you guys made my weekend.
also not forgetting my schoolmates,
sani,manan,ilyas.and adil i guess.hahah
thanks for sticking with me despite my mood swings
and thanks for all the help in my schoolwork.
i would'nt be where i am without your help.
let's get through our last 5-6 months with all we've got
and see you in poly next year(i hope).
so,fasting month starts next week.
i'm not really bothered about not eating or drinking.
i'm used to it.
but i have to sacrifice soccer and music-related stuff for 4 weeks.
now thats tough.
not to mention my daily workouts.
i guess i'll have to cut them down.
exams coming.
deadlines right in my face.
and a very,very bad,very annoying headache has been bugging me since last friday.
its hurts.a lot.
i've lost count the number of panadol i've taken.
oh well..
btw turn up the volume to listen to new blog song
its soft for some reason.

'i would have kept you forever
but we had to sever
it ended for both of us
faster than a.....

kill off this thinking
its starting to sink in
i'm losing control now
but without you,
I CAN FINALLY SEE.......'

-acap-

p.s i really thought we had something together.
i really thought you were the one.
i really thought we could be together.
we would have been.
we should have been.
but things were not meant to be.
your excuses for not wanting to see me,
for not wanting to talk to me on the phone
were getting lame.
but its all there to see and its obvious you had already thrown me aside.
time i accept my fate and move on.
but if the oppurtunity comes in the future,
i'll come back for you.
cause my intentions never change.
what i wanted stays the same.
it's you.

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