Thursday, August 28, 2008, 3:22 PM
you're always preteniously.....
my mom has been encouraging me to go shopping lately.
for some reason.
using my own money of course.
so here's a list of what i need and want:-
>baju kurung(settled.its the first thing she told me to buy.)
>new pair of jeans(settled.i bought two pairs.hehs.)
>contact lenses.(picking them up tomorrow)
>rayban aviator shades(i'm working on it)
>belt(i want a white one)
>t-shirts(i'll be looking for them this saturday)
>new shoes(hmm..maybe)
>xbox(not important.and definitely not now)
>PSP(not now dude..)
>PS3(i must be out of my mind)
>a few pairs of boxers(settled)
>Cadbury BOOST chocolate bar(yum2...thanks sis.hahah)
>washboard abs(got nothing to do with shopping.but its what i want.hahah.have been working on it for a month plus now.definitely got improvement.woohoo!)
>electric guitar(Fender or Epiphone or Gibson??hmm..maybe when i start earning properly)
>laptop(i doubt i can ever afford one)
>new headphones(definitely need this)
>record an EP with the band(in the near future i hope)
>new pair of boots(Nike Mercurial Vapor or Adidas Predator??hmmm...)
ok i'm getting sidetracked.
so i shall stop here.
'Just take away the words i say
Cause i know
That you don't feel the same
Just go and say
What's in your head
And i won't try to stop you
You hold the rights i'll never own
And I've never felt
So alien
Don't tear us apart again'
-acap-
p.s got new link
its my soccer team blog
still constructing
but there's already a post there
so yea...
Labels: .......pretending
Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 2:32 PM
its not a fashion statement.....
this post is a tribute to my family and friends.
thanks to my family including kak ana and abang faizal,abg asyik and kak aisyah
for making my weekend the best i've had in a long time.
thanks to kak ana and abang faizal for letting me sleepover at your place.
abang faizal,liverpool won!hahah
to abang asyik thanks for the soccer match at the Cage.
even though it was not our original plan,
me and my friends had fun.
it's great to play soccer with you again
after all these years.
we've really grown up haven't we?
and i know you messed with my handphone the other day
i just don't know what you really did.
you sneaky B....hahah
and i really think you and kak aisyah are meant for each other.
to my parents,
finally i get to enroll and finally bought my contact lenses.
i got astigmatism according to the optician(its that what they're called?).
anyway,
not forgetting my friends.
zz,halim,wan,an,fiq and razin.
you guys made my weekend.
also not forgetting my schoolmates,
sani,manan,ilyas.and adil i guess.hahah
thanks for sticking with me despite my mood swings
and thanks for all the help in my schoolwork.
i would'nt be where i am without your help.
let's get through our last 5-6 months with all we've got
and see you in poly next year(i hope).
so,fasting month starts next week.
i'm not really bothered about not eating or drinking.
i'm used to it.
but i have to sacrifice soccer and music-related stuff for 4 weeks.
now thats tough.
not to mention my daily workouts.
i guess i'll have to cut them down.
exams coming.
deadlines right in my face.
and a very,very bad,very annoying headache has been bugging me since last friday.
its hurts.a lot.
i've lost count the number of panadol i've taken.
oh well..
btw turn up the volume to listen to new blog song
its soft for some reason.
'i would have kept you forever
but we had to sever
it ended for both of us
faster than a.....
kill off this thinking
its starting to sink in
i'm losing control now
but without you,
I CAN FINALLY SEE.......'
-acap-
p.s i really thought we had something together.
i really thought you were the one.
i really thought we could be together.
we would have been.
we should have been.
but things were not meant to be.
your excuses for not wanting to see me,
for not wanting to talk to me on the phone
were getting lame.
but its all there to see and its obvious you had already thrown me aside.
time i accept my fate and move on.
but if the oppurtunity comes in the future,
i'll come back for you.
cause my intentions never change.
what i wanted stays the same.
it's you.
Labels: .....its a deathwish
Thursday, August 21, 2008, 10:31 PM
fighting for a chance.......
i guess this is it.
the moment has come.
to let go.
of the one dream i'll never achieve.
i'm sorry i disappointed you kak ana.
i know i promised i'll never give up.
but she doesn't feel the same way towards me.
from what i guess,
she probably has already chosen some other guy.
who's way better than me.
so,
don't worry about it too much.
probably not my time yet.
but still,
when you asked me what do i want,what do i need the other day,
she came into my mind...
'all i wanted was you'
-acap-
Labels: ........no more
Sunday, August 17, 2008, 10:45 PM
mentally exhausted
i need a break.
who do i turn to at times like this?
who's willing to listen?
-acap-
Saturday, August 16, 2008, 1:16 PM
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soccer. today. finally. i hope to provide style and substance in raman's absence. -acap-
Labels: eat my dirt
Monday, August 11, 2008, 11:27 AM
at the end of the day........
Verse 1
'When you come back i won't be here.'
She said and gently pulled me near.
'If you wanna talk you can call
And no it's not your fault'
I just smiled and said 'let go of me
But there's something that i just gotta know.
Did someone else steal my part?'
She said it's not my fault
Chorus
Then my heart need time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too..
Verse 2
I was drifted in between
Like i was on the outside looking in.
In my dreams you are still here
Like you've always been
Bridge
I gave myself away completely
But you just couldn't see me
Though i was sleeping in your bed
Was someone else on your mind
In your head?
When I came back she wasn't there
Just a note left on the stairs
'If you want to talk give me a call'
Chorus
that's the lyrics to the new blog song.
i feel connected to this song at the moment.
it kinda means a lot to me.
aanw i cant stand sitting at home
especially when i know other people are out there
enjoying life
all i do at home is eat and sleep
and i'm so bloody frustrated rite now
but there's not one single thing i can do about it.
damn it.
maybe it's time i open my eyes.
maybe it's time i realise.
maybe it's time for me to admit defeat.
'The promised one day
Will be just that.A promise.
That will never be kept.
At the end of the day,
I'm the one who always loses.
And gets hurt.
For the sake of other people's happiness.'
~miserable sacrifice~
-acap-
p.s. happy 19th birthday Yana
Labels: ........i'm the one who always loses
Tuesday, August 5, 2008, 4:37 PM
i've tried to hide it......
well,
i've had one of my best sundays in a long time..
my uncle ajak me and my mum bowling
at orchid country club last sunday..
so we went..
and ended up playing 5 games straight..
my middle finger is injured pretty bad..
anyway,
my mum was the best player of the night..
her scores were always arnd 100-120 each game..
and she can do the outside hook..
when the heck did she get so good??
hahah
i was concentrating more on my technique..
abang yusry taught me how to improve on my hooks and spins..
he's a pretty good coach..
am looking forward to playing with him again..
we then went to simpang Bedok to eat..
and ended up reaching at 1+ in the morning..
hahas
had test today in school...
needless to say,
i had headache trying to finish it..
oh yea,
thanks to sani,mann and ilyas for accompanying me
today after school..
i forgot to bring my keys and my mum msgd me,
saying she had to go out for awhile..
hahah
i'm still doing workouts at home
and jogging on mondays and wednesdays.
soccer on saturdays.
swimming on fridays.
hahah
all these exercise makes me feel good about myself.
i feel more confident.
anyway,
i still haven't decide when to go for the troublesome
NS medical screening..
hmmm...
oh and,
i'm not exactly happy.
i may laugh and joke around with people everyday.
but deep inside,
i'm just contented...
'i've tried to disguise it.
but the fact is,
you're still the one,
and only one,
i'm after.....'
-acap-
Labels: ......but i guess it shows
Sunday, August 3, 2008, 3:39 PM
a thousand of them....
these pics were taken when i went fishing with the guys
last friday at Changi boardwalk.
all thanks to wan and his undoubted skill as a photographer.
played soccer yesterday,
and i accomplished my 1st header!
hahah
i scored one goal.
and i'm alot happier with my performance.
i was confident and i enjoyed myself.
but according to raman,
i have to improve on my decision making.
i agree with him.
wan got kicked in the face by accident.
his eyelid got busted.
but he's doing okay now.
no plans today.
jamming cancelled.
and i am BORED.
'we had one chance to take back
over and over again
i'll clean your wounds tonight
i'll tear in two and never lie to you
your eyes are yet to be clear now
you were right i wasn't listening.'
-acap-
Labels: ....but only ONE me
Asyraf
7 January 1990
Republic Poly
Capricorn
Member of Echelon
Does not believe in love
