a lunatic's lament

i am lost.....

changed the blog song again.
i know its a malay song that can be classified as jiwang.
but earlier today
as i was helping my mom wash the dishes
and she was frying something(which i later found out to be noodles)
this song came on the radio.
my mom quickly went to increase the volume.
she then told me its one of her favourite malay songs.
and now,i like it too.
hahs.
its sounds like a girl singing
but my mom said this song was recorded
when the vocalist,who is a guy,was still pretty much a kid.
in any case,i like the way he sings the chorus.
the lyrics are pretty meaningful
i can relate to it.
anw,
i have 2-3 more songs of my own on the way.
i'm enjoying writing songs
and i love my guitar.
hahs.
zz says my songs,when rocked out,tend to be fast songs.
he told me to try make slower songs.
i'll try dude.
anyway we had pizza yesterday after swimming.
me,zz,wan and man.
the picture was taken by wan.
played soccer today.
after getting advice from wan and zz,
i used my new boots.
and i managed 3 goals again today
felt comfortable,
and could beat players pretty easy sometimes.
thanks dudes..
so i guess i should be in a good mood.
i got to hang out with my friends
and i seem to be finding my form on the field again.
but here i am,
typing this out
and strumming my guitar,
feeling down...

'kau umpama bidadari;
suci bagai embun pagi.
kau hadir membawa erti;
penawar diri ku tikala ku sepi.'

'i'm not much,i know
i'm nothing
i wish i could be the best there is,just so
i could make you happy
and to make you mine,
if you'll let me...'
-acap-

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