a lunatic's lament

i don't want to be who i was back then....

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just got back from city hall.
accompanied zz to change his guitar strings.
mann was there too.
on the way home at esplanade,
there was this hot chick who looked at me.
and i was like 'whoa...a chick is looking at me'
i mean,come on,lets face it,
chicks don't look at me..
so when it happens,
i'm like stunned.
but she was the minah rep type.
so i didn't really bother.
then at dhoby ghaut,
there was this chick who was hugging a guy.
and i swear,at one glance,
she looks like you yana.
my heart practically skipped a few beats.
cause i thought it was you hugging some guy.
hahs
but i then realised i got the wrong person.
i guess i'm pretty messed up..
anw mann,
thx 4 uploading the song..
it starts wif a bassline beat..
then the pace will gradually pick up..
take a moment to listen to it
and you guys will understand what i mean..
its very epic..
anw,
sani don't take it lying down..
they're teachers.
but they are accusing you of stealing without any evidence..
prove yourself dude..
go kickass..
and haliejah,
i read your blog the other day..
and i know i've said this but i'm gonna say it again..
HE IS NOT WORTH IT.
please take my advice kays.
stop crying.
its for your own good.. :)
besides that,
i want to apologise to everybody..
for i know lately i've been up and down
and sometimes during that period,
i've been a jerk..
sometimes i do something without thinking through 1st..
i sincerely apologise..
and yana,
if you're reading this..
get well soon yea..
yesterday i got something for you
that i hope will make you feel better and recover faster..
i was hoping i could pass them to you today.. :)
but its okay,
i understand what you're going through..
and i wanna say sorry to you because,
there are times when i feel like,
i irritate you and annoy you..
sorry yea..
i haven't been myself lately..

'they told me i should take a step back;
maybe even take a different path;
they say i'm wasting time and effort;
i should move on.

but i won't,until you tell me to;
cause you're the reason i look forward to;
you're the reason i keep going;
you're the answer to my calling.'

-acap-

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