a lunatic's lament

you're my tomorrow.

just came back a couple of hours ago...
played soccer...
again,i sucked...
i personally feel i've been playing badly the past 2-3 weeks...
even a new pair of Nike Total 90 Laser II boots can't help me regain my form...
i haven't been scoring,haven't been passing well,i barely get past defenders this days...
what the hell is wrong?
i'm not sure myself...
lack of concentration?
lack of composure?
loss of confidence?
maybe...
maybe it's a combination of all the above...
i hope i pick myself up soon..
i have to stop letting the team and my friends down...
it's bothering me like crazy...
i don't know what i should do...

'if i were to die;
are you the first to cry?'

P.S-going Post-Hardcore
changed the blog song
it's by My Chemical Romance
a song off their second album
it's post-hardcore
so yea...

-acap-

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