Monday, June 30, 2008, 12:01 AM
you're my tomorrow.
just came back a couple of hours ago...
played soccer...
again,i sucked...
i personally feel i've been playing badly the past 2-3 weeks...
even a new pair of Nike Total 90 Laser II boots can't help me regain my form...
i haven't been scoring,haven't been passing well,i barely get past defenders this days...
what the hell is wrong?
i'm not sure myself...
lack of concentration?
lack of composure?
loss of confidence?
maybe...
maybe it's a combination of all the above...
i hope i pick myself up soon..
i have to stop letting the team and my friends down...
it's bothering me like crazy...
i don't know what i should do...
'if i were to die;
are you the first to cry?'
P.S-going Post-Hardcore
changed the blog song
it's by My Chemical Romance
a song off their second album
it's post-hardcore
so yea...
-acap-
Labels: i'll be your escape.
Thursday, June 12, 2008, 1:18 PM
was it a dream?
videos of our gig at Homeclub availvable at youtube.
just type in 'shouts from silence'
new blog song.
its a hidden track by 30 seconds to mars.
the lyrics are just awesome...
'i'll try and believe;
that nothing is over....'
-acap-
Labels: do you know what it feels like?to be the only one...
Friday, June 6, 2008, 10:13 AM
zombie
i couldnt sleep the whole of last night
worrying worries.
just how much disappointment
can a guy take in just
a couple of days?
bad news after bad news after bad news..
all i wanted to do was perform.
why does it have to be this hard?
we have 15 unsold tickets
caused by people
who originally said
they would come down
to support us.
but last minute backed out.
irni and haliejah,
i'm not talking about you guys..
i understand your situations.
i'm not talking about you too yana..
where the hell are we gonna find the money
to pay the organisers
for the unsold tickets by tomorrow?
they amount to abt 150 bucks..
shit..
all those hours of me staring at the ceiling
last night,
i found myself asking myself
the question that
alot of people has been asking me..
why the heck can't i move on?
suprisingly
i found the answer immediately.
i guess despite
me trying to move on
by making myself busy,
by doing a whole lot of things
to try and forget her,
i found out that,
deep down in my heart,
she's still there..
no matter what i'm doing,
deep in the back of my mind,
i still think of her..
my feelings for her,
has never changed
right from the 1st day..
in fact,she's the only one i want now..
but i'm not that stupid..
this kind of things can't be forced..
but if i'm going down,
i'm not going down without a fight..
i just wanna be happy..
with her by my side...
i just want her to be happy..
with me by her side...
i'm guilty as you want me to be...
i'll be honest,
you're the one i need,
i'm the one you don't really think about,
i'm just an idiot who admires you..
glad you're my friend :)
'i wish i could be,
every little thing that you want,
that you need,
all the time,
so that you'll be happy...
all the time....'
-acap-
Labels: i just wanna be happy...with you...
Tuesday, June 3, 2008, 10:57 PM
firing....
juz wanna say
added new link
Muna
my long lost friend...
hahs
she asked me 4 my link
but she hasnt put it up
):
hahs
-acap-
Labels: .....blanks
who's next?
went jogging like crazy yesterday
wanted to clear my mind
i jogged all the way to punggol
non-stop
when i reached my own block
i realised i still wanted to run
despite the exhaustion.
i guess it was juz the frustrations inside me...
'just when i thought i could start over...
so much for a new beginning....'
-acap-
Labels: ...................
Monday, June 2, 2008, 11:55 AM
to me you'll forever be sacred....
yo yo yo
wad up?
hahs
i got nothing much to update
juz dat 7th june papercranes will be playing at 430pm
and we'll be playing 1 original song
insyallah...
been bz wif band practise
and been going to the gym and swimming alot recently
wan dude,once a wk mcm tk cukop g2
hahs
i wont be updating much in e nxt few days
busy busy busy
'Whatever tomorrow brings;
I'll be there....'
-acap-
Labels: ....and somewhat forbidden
Asyraf
7 January 1990
Republic Poly
Capricorn
Member of Echelon
Does not believe in love
