a lunatic's lament

cant let go

Its been a very,very terrible week for me. I've never had this much downs in my life. Had a fight with my family,was left alone and lately tired and uninspired. Well i would like to thank a few people who helped me through my bad times. Manan,Irni,Haliejah,Zz... Thanks guys for your company and words of encouragement and all that.. I realise that its only in times like this that you find out who's your real friends.. Anyway,Hafiz is back from his Egypt holiday.. So the whole band thing will be picking up pace again. But then,Zz is auditioning today for Anugerah Band with another band. So if he makes it through with that band,there might be some problems for us. I'm not discouraging him though. It'll be good experience for him. My own band doesn't join cause we don't play Malay songs. Oh well... Sergio Aguero... That's my new footballing hero... He's got the composure,pace,finishing and dribbling skills. Everything that Cristiano Ronaldo has but minus the arrogance and fragility... Sergio Aguero and Jared Leto... The people that i look up to at the moment... Aguero for football and Jared for music... rock on... to that particular someone, i cant seem to move on... you're still in my heart... 'come and rescue me i'm burning cant you see? come and rescue me only you can set me free...' -acap-

Labels: the anxiety to achieve.the pressure of failure.the expectations to live up to.