a lunatic's lament

what am i?

im just a worthless piece of shit
thats what i am.
fighting for a chance.
fighting a losing battle.
fighting a one-sided match.
fighting,fighting,fighting
what am i fighting for?
for me?
for her?
for you?
for us?
forever?
i get hurt
i get crushed
i fall
but no matter how painful it is
i get back on my feet
no matter how much it tortures me
i get back up
i dont give up
why?
because i choose to.
because i believe in what im fighting for.
because i believe in you.
because im a believer.

'i'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
a reckless ride
in the pouring rain
she cuts me
and the pain is all i wanna feel'

acap

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