im just a worthless piece of shit
thats what i am.
fighting for a chance.
fighting a losing battle.
fighting a one-sided match.
fighting,fighting,fighting
what am i fighting for?
for me?
for her?
for you?
for us?
forever?
i get hurt
i get crushed
i fall
but no matter how painful it is
i get back on my feet
no matter how much it tortures me
i get back up
i dont give up
why?
because i choose to.
because i believe in what im fighting for.
because i believe in you.
because im a believer.

'i'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
a reckless ride
in the pouring rain
she cuts me
and the pain is all i wanna feel'

acap

new blog song: saviour - 30 seconds to mars

Labels: so hard to hold;but i cant let go

hey guess what
i went fishing again wif my frens smlm
and i caught my 1st fish!
haha
ikan duri
woohoo
it didnt fight much
it was pretty easy
i tink im getting hooked.
pardon the expression.



'The trouble is
I cant get her out of mind
When i close my eyes at night

Who's gonna save me
If she's gone?

The trouble is there's a part of me
That still cant let go of her memory

And now i know what it is....'


-AcAp-

new blog song: down - blink 182

Labels: i need to know.will you tell me?

hey guys...
im back....
i've got lots of stories to tell
but at e mmt
i'll juz show e pics 1st
some of it are taken when i went fishing wif my frens
at changi boardwalk 2 weeks ago..

new blog song:speak low if you speak love - my american heart

'When you believe in something;no explanation is necessary'

-AcAp-

Labels: I'm back.missed me?

aloha~!
whee.
ook.
acap's gone fer a while and im in charge of this blog now~!
hahs.
wat i mean is i'll juz help to take care of this blog.
well,
its reali a miracle.
30 seconds to mars won the battle against evanescene at fuse best of 2007.
now its the battle against korn (boo~!).
evibody plz3 vote fer 30stm.
hahs.
ok.
lets see.
bought new shirt, jeans, shoes on sunday.
luvin it.
haha.
ok.
so today went to see my frens take their result for n levels.
congrats to those who make it tru.
looks like dat i gotta say.
whee~!
24 npcc reunion/outing~!
blueks!
da~. . .

~I never got to say goodbye

a'an

Labels: and juz how it felt

im not in a bloody good mood.
this will be my last post b4 going 4 holiday.
i cant believe im goin in a bad mood.
damn it.
everything is goin wrong 4 me.
i wud like to say sumtink.
why the hell are mann and i being treated badly by you guys?
we try our best to be patient and understand you guys.
but are you guys doin same to us?
you guys are taking us 4 granted.
thinking that,no matter wat hppns,we'll be there for for you.
well i guess dats true.
but you guys can at least show that you appreciate us.
damn it.
we care for you.
sacrifice after sacrifice are made for you guys.
we believe you're worth the sacrifices.
just take a moment and reflect.
we're not dolls that you come to only wen ure bored
or if you nd sumtink.

new blog song:a modern myth - 30 Seconds to Mars

-acap-

Labels: tired and uninspired

aloo.
hehs.
me back again~!
hahs.
k2.
suppose to put up my design bt. . .
it seems tht i lost my skills 4 tht.
haha.
i even forget how to do vector liao.
bt its ok.
i'l juz start frm the beginning.
well.
evrything is ok.
life can say nearly the same as acap.
dearie workin.
no time wif her oreadi.
cant txt her ol the time.
missing my other frens.
hahs.
k2.
i'll try to finish up my designs n put it up a.s.a.p.
hahs.
k2 wana go play game!
bang2 shoot2~!
taking cares!

~ They've got the look,
they've got the smile,
but they get bored after a while.

.says
a'an

Labels: everyone-in-this-worlds-so-ignorant

ok
i've changed the blog song again
and i know its trance
blame it on adli
he made me listen to trance
and i kinda like this one
but trust me
i dont usuali listen to trance.
seriously.
i'm a rocker at heart
and forever will be.
i'm a 30 seconds to mars fan
part of the Echelon,
and forever will be.
btw,
will u ppl do me a favour?
http://fuse.tv/web/bestof2007/votes.php
go that link and vote for 30 seconds to mars can?
thx
in the 1st round,
they kicked the used's ass.
den they were up against MCR in e 2nd rd
which they also won.
in e 3rd rd,they beat Muse.
now in e semi final,
they are up against Evanescence.
i hope they win again...

'From yesterday,
The fear...'

-AcAp-

Labels: i wanna make you mine can?

Like i promised,here are the pics.
From last sunday.
My family on my father's side had a bbq
to celebrate Emil's,my adek sedare,bdae.
I tink he turned 5.
Im not sure.
hahs.
there are also 2 pics of me and my frens.
i tell you,
cycling in a heavy,heavy downpour
is pure ecstasy.
we had so much even though we got wet.
we had just started cycling from changi
towards east coast when it rained.
then near Old Changi Hospital,
me and my two other frens,
skidded,lost control,and fell.
dat was a disaster.
we didnt hit anything.
we just lost control.
no one was hurt badly except for minor bruises.
when we reached east coast,
my butt was sore.
i could barely get off my bike.
dat reali hurt i tell you.
other den dat,
it was a pretty fun day.



'Reach out your hand
And i'll make you mine.
With one kiss,
We'll begin.

Until my one last breath,
Don't forget,
I'll be right here,
Waiting...'




-AcAp-

Labels: you're the angel from my nightmares

salam hormat....
went cycling today
from pasir ris to east coast
wif zz,an,wan and man.
no not the mann dat im sharing this blog with.
its another friend of mine.
anw,
wan has e pics.
wen i get it from him,
i'll upload it.
and i'll tell what happened in e nxt post.
feeling kinda moody rite now.


'Please stay,until im gone.
I'm here,hold on to me.
I'm right here,waiting....'


-AcAp-

Labels: i miss you so.

'Give me a silent scream;
Throw out your broken dreams'









-AcAp-

Labels: its almost time...we'll get there together...

hey guys...
didnt update lately
cuz i havent been feeling well..
and i havent reali bn online..
anw juz did a song
wif my frens earlier today..
its acoustic
but we'll be trying to make it
more rock nxt time we jamm.
i did a song of my own..
for her....
im not sure if i'll be recording it..
i was thinking of juz playing it to her..
anw its been 4 days..
she's the 1st prsn i think abt
when i wake up
and the last b4 i go to sleep...
you're always on my mind
and in my heart...
you know who you are... ;))



-AcAp-

Labels: you're my heroine......