a lunatic's lament

Saturday, September 29, 2007, 4:29 PM

just me and you.how about that?

heys..

dis pics were taken yesterday

when me and my frens buke togehter

i'll tell u guys wat happened

next time

btw more pics are coming

-AcAp-

Labels: just a recess buddy.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 1:31 PM

babe magnet am not

heys

juz wanna upload this pics

taken when me n my friends

went to The Cage

a couple of weeks ago

-AcAp-

'ive had enough.

That's the last straw.

Im sticking to my real frens from now'

Labels: whisper in the wind

Monday, September 24, 2007, 11:20 PM

ehem~

Ouhk~!
Hey..
I've been listening much to tis song..
Quite nice..
U dun need the title..
Juz listen will do..
Hee..
Okok..
Enjoy~!

-don't tell me
what it's like to love someone.
cuz its a different song,
for a different girl-

a'an

Labels: i-cant-forget-u

he-plays-the-drums-too-fast

The Rev Drum Tracking.

WoOOoOO~!
Its a must watch video!!
Hahs..
See how crazy he does it at 1:10'
Haha..
Ok..
I better shutup now..

Bye~!

-whisper me ur lies,
as u kiss me goodnight-

a'an

Labels: they-dun-exist-animore

Saturday, September 22, 2007, 3:13 PM

Chapter 2

heys
juz wanna say thx
to mann
for changing the song
hahs
abeh kite nye lagu cmnr?
aku da ade lyrics
haha

'You were in my dreams last night
I woke up feeling happy
The happiest ive felt
In a long time
But as i got more awake
I became aware that it was only a dream...
But the dream told me one thing
That i hadnt realised
I miss you
And
Want you
This much...
Yana.'

-AcAp-

Labels: just sit back and hold on;but hold on tight.

Friday, September 21, 2007, 6:58 PM

new-updates~instrumental

Okie dokie..
Acap..
Done..
Put up the song that u want..
Enjoy~!

-time will tell im not well,
to put me back together again,
lock me up show me hell,
leave me down in the rain-

wakaka,
a an'

Labels: qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm

WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
is dis nice or wat!?
haha
mann,you're the man!
haha
a genius
haha
thx dok
n i love it
no worries
anw
i look like a wreck
my hair's unkempt
i havent shaved in days
the moustache doesnt suit me
but i gotta say
the little goatee
looks kinda nice
heheh
i havent reali bothered to take care of myself lately
i dont see the point.
its not like im goin out
and seeing any chicks.
im starting to talk crap
so i better go
and once again mann,
ure the man!
hahs

'I dont care what you might
Think about me
Hate me all you want
Cuz in the end,
You motherf-ers
Aint my believers'

-AcAp-

Labels: proving me right time and time again.

Thursday, September 20, 2007, 11:55 PM

a-new-beginning

Hey!!
Hahs!
Acap!
Im done wif the designs!
N its up now..
Hope u ol like it like how i like it..
Well..
There not much changes wif the rest..
Bt its done!
Haha..
Its way diff frm wat i imagine it to be..
Haha..
Okok..
Im tired~!
Hahs..

-i want to be one of the boy,
in the catalouges that u flip through,
you'll point and say:
"He's the one"- (find it sumwhere in the blog)

fiveminutestomidnight,
aN2'

Labels: its-done~

Wakaka~!
Yeay!
Got my fone back today..
Heehee..
Got the call early in the morning..
And so went down to go n collect it wif my sis..
And guess wat?
The person who serve me was sOOooOO swit la seyy!
Haha..
Okok..
Need to finish up the design now n then to my fone~!

-hate is a strong word,
bt i really,really,really dun like u-

blublub,
aN2'

Labels: heroes-dies, villans-rise

Hey mann
ure doin a good job wif the designs
and take it easy
dont be so hard on yourself
anw,it juz occured to me dis morning
dat i always seem to wake up in a bad mood
i wonder why
i love goin to sleep
but its the waking up process
dats hard
hahs
im so bored out of my mind
oh btw mann!
aku da leh main emily
haha
tapi cume starting je
picking nye part
tu pun sikit2
haha
anw dalam bulan puasa ni
i keep finding myself thinking
about what im doing with my life
i know what i wanna achieve
but am i doin enuff to achieve?
hmm...
i oso found out that
these last few days
i keep turning to God
for help in even the smallest things
i wonder why....
i feel guilty
cuz all these years
ive never really spared Him a thought
i oso found that im missing a few people
like my adek sedare for example
we were very close when we were young
but then,
his parents got divorced
he and his younger sis
followed their n mom migrated to Australia
i wonder how he's doing now....
i miss him like crazy..
and his dad,who's my uncle.
owes my family money
but we have no idea where he is now
some people.....
i miss my abang sedare too..
ever since we fought when i was in sec 2
we never reali got close again
he was my mentor
but nowadays,he's got a life
got a diploma
got a girlfriend,kak Aisyah.
shes nice.
he's taking buisness classes now
while he's finishing NS.
so i guess dat leaves me nowhere huh?
i dun wanna grow old lonely
but dats wat im feeling rite now
i feel hungry too
hahs
and i miss yana too...
she didnt reply my last msg
so i guess she's facing some probs
and i should leave her alone..

'I realise im still too young
No need to get commited
To just go with the flow
No rush
Yet if im not made for you
Then why does my heart
tell me that i am?'

-AcAp-

Labels: planning my next move....

Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 6:47 PM

Hilo..
Well..
The blog thingy is getting sumwhere..
Im maybe designing a new one..
Well..
Im quite frustrated by a couple of things..
Basically im not satisfied wif my designs..
And Nokia's not calling bout my fone..
Its been 2weeks n my fone stil not done..
#$%^&*
Arr..
Dats ol largh..

-i never meant to say those things,
never meant to write them down in a song
about the way it used to be,
it used to be so good-

aN'

Labels: its-worst-than-now

Monday, September 17, 2007, 6:37 PM

Hilo..
Okok..
Gona need ur help..
Ok..
Basically got 3 diff designs..
Not done yet..
Bt im need to noe wich is suitable fer the new layout of tis blog..
So i can finish it up as quicky as possible..
Ok..
So juz leave ur comments on the tagboard..
1 for the 1st one,
2 for the 2nd one,
3 for the 3rd one..
vote fer either one of them..
If not nice tell me(i tink its not nice)..
I'll do a new one..
Thnx!
Aiz..
Ok done!..

-set trends,
dont follow them-

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

ow,
aN2'

Labels: out-of-ideas

nobody understands the price of being a funny guy.
but as long as it keeps other people laughing
i'll carry on humouring people.

acap

Labels: terkurung dalam belenggu...

Saturday, September 15, 2007, 6:54 PM

-aNm-

Hey..
Tis is gona b a realy short post..
Well..
Theres goin to be sum changes in this blog..
Above is a preview of wat ur goin to expect..
Nt reali done yet..
Bt yeah..
Soon there will be changes..
Look out for it..
Ok..
Da~..

-another u,
was never a part of this fallen memory-

aN2'

Labels: Nearly-done~

Friday, September 14, 2007, 5:52 PM

Hey!
B4 anitink,
Slamat Berpuase evibody!
Well..
Holi's are so bored!
Bt im in a mood fer designs!
Dats one good thing..
Bt. . .
I dunno wat to design..
Im thinkin of changing the skin of this blog..
Bt i need themes!
Acap. . .
Suggestions please!
Ive got an idea of wat its goin to be..
Juz need themes..
Well..
i got sum suggestion frm sumone..
Juz dunno how to put it together..
Well o well..
Dats ol..
I'll post again wen i haf the time..

-i’m seeking some silence,
from all the noise that’s coming right at me-

Whee!
aN2'

Labels: i-don’t-wanna-be-another-casualty

Thursday, September 13, 2007, 10:42 PM

Some cool pics of

30 Seconds to Mars

that i found..

thought i'd share with you guys

-AcAp-

Labels: we dont need to whisper...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007, 10:20 PM

haloos..
juz came back from solat terawih..
earlier in e day me n my frens
went to play soccer
at The Cage at kallang
woohoo
damn fun
even ayu came along
haha
dat was my 1st time playing soccer wif a gal
she's pretty good.
to those of who dont know
during our secondary school days
Idayu was siglap secondary girls soccer team top striker.
anw afta dat we went to kfc near the kallang netball place
there,the drinks are free flow n free refill
haha
so shiok
can refill so many times
we were very tired by then
took the bus to tampines
then everybody went home
i reached home at 530
took a nap at 6
woke up at 7
solat maghrib
den solat terawih
sooooo exhausting
haha
dats all for now

-AcAp-

Labels: thank you for standing by me despite my wrongs to you..

Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 11:22 PM

Harlo!
Juz to update,
I've change the song..
Done acap!
Well2..
Got nothing to say..
Haiz..
Ums..

-sharp like paper,
take me to the eyes of this gerl-

well. . .
aN2'
=6

Labels: im-falling-to-the-ending

Monday, September 10, 2007, 10:58 PM

Harlo!
Whee..
Ok..
Loads of stuffs happpening lately..
Well..
Had to work last Saturday..
Covering fer Illah..
Was a bit uncertain at first..
Bt for sum reasons i agreed!
And i pulled Alfian & Khai..
And they ended up Workin at other place..
Then i started 2 feel so stupid..
Stuff running tru my mind..
Imagine workin alone wif people u dun noe..
Ishk..
Haha..
Blablablablabla...
So off to work..
Did i mention workin as a waiter?
Haha..
Gosh..
I was soo damn quiet..
Had to set up here n there..
Carry things..
My backbone felt sore..
This was not the real thing yet..
So after that,change to long-sleeve shirt..
Got breifing..
Watodo,blablabla..
Ook so finally the real thing start..
Serve drinks here and there..
Then had to bring up the food..
Ol together about 6-7 dishes including dessert..
While workin i did made sum frens..
Ol started by tokin to them..
Fun sia!
Bt olso sum hiccups during the serving part..
And OMG!
I was serving a group of students wich was mainly gerls..
And they were like so 'gatal'..
Sum askin fer my name,no.,age,and stuff..
"Kecik2 da gatal"
Bt it was certainly fun tokin to them..
Not onli that..
People were interacting wif me as if they knew me frm sumwhere..
And i didn't waste any chance of it..
Didn't noe i was that friendly..
Harhar..
Bt fun la seyy!
Seriously..
Soon after,
The event finish & it was clean-up time!
By then hands were trembling..
And legs were shaking..
Finally finish and time to collect my pay..
Wahh..
Cannot 'tahan' oreadi..
So at last we're free..
Took train home..
Had to stand sumore..
Reached,Shower,Text & finally Boom~!
Sound asleep..
Hahs!
My body is still aching til today..
Bt its ok..
Ook..Tats ol la k?
Tired of typin..
I post again mayb tml k?
Hehs!
Tc~!

-i'll give u my all,
Not worrying if i've made a huge mistake-

Aiz,
aN2'

Labels: i.miss.u

Woohoo
I got an intresting story to tell today
I was msgng my fren irni ystrdy
And she happened to mentioned
her fren who has a hole on a his heart
which reminds me
my mom once told me
that wen i was born
doctors suspected i had
a hole in my heart
but they nver did find out 4 sure
but it does explain why
everytime i do vigourous
exercises,i get chest pains
and shortness of breath
it hasnt really bothered me much
until recently
these past few weeks
when im playing soccer
i get severe chest pains
it starting to worry me
i havent told anyone yet
well except 4 irni n now u guys
im worried i might drop dead
while running or sumtink...

30 Seconds to Mars

anw,here you go irni.
the new song i was talking about
its called some other sun/son..
its juz a short one
preview..
haha

-AcAp-

Labels: lost my sense of humour.for now.

Sunday, September 9, 2007, 2:09 PM

Well
im officially bored
my parents went out with my two sis
didnt feel like joining them
anw,just to clear things up.
yana,if i wanted to say anitink in here abt u
i wuld have mentioned ur name.
if u still dont believe me,
den so be it.
cuz i cant force you to trust me
and you've made it clear a long time ago
dat u dun like to be forced.
i juz wish we wuld stop arguing.
i've lost count on how many times we've argued
since we knew each other.
what happened to all those gd times?
we cn still make it work.
its either you believe in me or u dont.
we've bn thru worst den dis...
if u want to put all the blame on me
den by all means,
i take the blame..
and yea i noe ure nt a 2-yr old kid.
i fully realise im 17 n ure 18.
yea i noe i aint gt experience
n i dun seem to noe how to
treat a gal rite.
trust me,i noe my weaknesses...
but its not stopping me until
u say dat nothing is gonna
happen btwn us..

-AcAp-

Labels: thru the good and the bad times..

Friday, September 7, 2007, 9:55 AM

Its bn a very boring start to the holidays
Got an EE exam next week
But im not really bothering to study
Looking forward to street socccer later
And its so frustrating that i cant
seem to connect our 2nd song
Oh well...

'It was all an act
I was just part of her script
She'll make a good actress
Practising on a guy she never planned to keep

She played along
Toyed my feelings
And before long,
Im in the bins.

All of your life
Trying to be
I am the one
You cannot see

All of your life
Trying to be
Im still the one
You're refusing to see.

Im not looking
To argue with you
Im just pouring out the things
Cause i got feelings just like you too

Open your eyes
Push yourself inside
Contemplate all of your senses
Telling you what you wanna lose

They'll just spit
In your face
Push you back
In your place'

Remember
Treat people the way you want
Them to treat you
Treat them like crap
Then they'll return the favour
Cause
What goes around
Comes around..

Never bangga sangat with yourself
It'll be your downfall..

'Her sugary sweet promises that'll
Give me high blood pressure'
o_O

-AcAp-

Labels: thats a big word you used.im impressed.i can try harder.but you're not giving me the chance.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007, 10:35 PM

Whee!
Hahs..
Well today was very interesting..
Skool was ok..
N its oreadi the holiday's!
Though exam is on Tuesday Sept 11..
Haha..
So today. . .
Right after skool,
Met Alfian n gang go jamming..
Syoik la seyy!
Played many songs..
Best song played 'Sweet child of mine'..
Woots!!
Also played 'The Kill'
I did miss a few beats..
Bt i did better than the last time!
Much2 better!
I onli forget the rolling part..
Bt overall ok la eh..
Btw i luv the pic below on acap's post..
Kewl sia!
Haha..
And so. . .
Dats ol la..
Tired..
And happy..
No3..
Too happy..
Hahs!
OOOOOOOOooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkKKKKKK..
Bye~!

-u sound switter than swit-

Blueks,
aN2'

Labels: its-been-months-since-i-heard-that-voice

Well its been some time..
anyways,here are the updates..
i got 91.25% for CSK..
woohoo..
i dunno why i got that much when mann and the rest got 80% ++..
when to Bugis just now with sani,adli and mann..
Irni,im really sorry..
i really didnt notice you at 1st..
sorry yea..

anyway,this words below is for that someone..

its supposed to be a song..

but i cant seem to post it..

anyway,

if you're reading this,you know who you are..

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

Call I'm desperate for your voice

Listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Cause every breath that you will take

When you are sitting next to me

Will bring life into my deepest hopes,

What's your fantasy?(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone,

and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[X4](I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

-AcAp-

Labels: maybe its just me...

Sunday, September 2, 2007, 12:47 PM

Well..
we lost yesterday's soccer game 3-2..
we played against guys from temasek poly..
who were 2-3 years older..
so i guess its not that bad la huh?
anw,goin to the barber later..
hope my hair will turn out ok..
mann,i wanna go jamming..
wanna get the stress out..
n ppl,if i msg you,
will u please fucking reply?
if not how the hell am i supposed to communicate wif you ppl?
if dunno how to use hp,
go and sell it..
capiche?
now fuck off..

'look in my eyes
ure killing me.
this is who i reali am
just wanna get things right.
all i wanted was you'

-AcAp-

Labels: am i supposed to bleed?fuck you.

Saturday, September 1, 2007, 10:54 AM