a lunatic's lament

Tuesday, July 31, 2007, 11:39 PM

Woots!
Haha..
Acap!
Tats wat ive been tellin u..
So..
Do sumtink den!
Im ready to go!!
Juz get goin wif the lyrics..
And soon it ol will be settle..
Wat i need is more commitments please..
Hehs..
Dun worrie Acap..
aN's here to help..
Haha..
Ok..
im just here to update..
Not post nitink..
Hehs..
Oh ya!
Quote of the day,

-It’s like seeing you there for the first time I swear,
So I’m taking my things and running,
But I ain’t gonna leave you there-

Hehs,
aN'

Labels: Tales.Dont.Tell.Themselves

Haloos....
a long time ago,my good fren
told me real boys dont cry..
i told him girls can make boys cry..
he didnt believe me...
i told him wait till a girl comes along in his life
a girl that he likes
she'll break his heart
and he'll cry like there's no tomorrow
oh and he will probably get mad too
become emoish
true enough,he got his heart broken yesterday..
love hurts...
but you'll always come back for more...

anw,mann and adli,we dont much time left...
gotta step up guys...
im working on it...
i wanna do something...
anything...
just to kick the boredom...
yana,if you're reading this,i was thinking maybe we could talk on the phone..
but you just msgd me saying that you're studying
no prob
belajar rajin2....
hahs

'A song made for you
Ive always wanted to
But i never seem to have the guts
Or the confidence
To sing it to you'

'Its Something Special Thats Not For Everyone'

-White Shadow Division

-AcaP-

Labels: gals can make boys cry

Monday, July 30, 2007, 10:32 PM

Created on Jan 04 2007..

Boo!
aN-an' updating here..
Hehs..
Ook..
So today had fun!
Like Acap said..
Went to The Coke Red Lounge @ Cathay Cineplex Orchard Level 5..
They celebrated my belated bdae..
Appreciate it guys!
Whee!
Den went to catch the Simpsons Movie..
Bt b4 that,we went to Plaza Singapura to find stuff..
Den to Lucky Plaza coz Adli wanted to repair his PSP..
Haha..
Bt overall evitink was ok today..
Reali had fun..
Thnx again guys!..
And Illah!!!
Thnx fer the gift u mailed to me!!
Love it so much!!
Heez..

-You know,
I'm always hiding..
Better listen for the beating of the heart,
We know we both share-

I'mSweatingBullets,
aN'

Labels: It's.Always.Something.But.It's.Never.What.We.Wanted.To.Be

woohoo!dis is us at red lounge at orchard..bought mann a cake to celebrate his belated bdae..my hair looks like crap in dis video..damn it

after school 2dae went to lucky plaza so dat adli cn update his psp..

den we went to watch simpsons movie..

but adli didnt follow cuz he already watched it...

what we did for the rest of the day,i'll leave it to mann to post..

too lazy ar..

haha

'i wanna hear dat gorgeous voice

i wanna see dat lovely face

i wanna hear dat infectious laughter

i wanna smell dat sweet scent of hers'

-AcaP-

Labels: what am i gonna do when ure away next week?

Sunday, July 29, 2007, 11:14 PM

Elo world!

Haha..

Ok,u ol might be wondering y i put tat pic..

I created tat vector quite long ago..

Its not my dear,its my adik angkat'..

So i taut rather den just posting i can oso post sum of my designs..

Hehs..

Ook..

So yest was my bday!

Wishes came flooding my fon until inbox was full..

Haha..

Bt tis yr it seemed so fun!

Though there were no presents frm family,

I reali enjoyed myself frm the surprise they gave me..

Wee~!

So went out with dear..

Wanted to watch movie,bt cancelled plans..

Sent her home as usual..

Haha..

Dear bought me a wallet as a present (thnx!!)..

It was fun goin out wif her after a long2 time..

Hehs..

It was a really memorable yest..

Bt it happened to0 fast..

Haha..

So..

Thnx to ol the people who wished n to those who didnt..

Haha..

Reali appreciate it..

Woots!Cant wait fer tml..

Sumone sending my present by mail..

And im wondering wat it is..

Cant wait..

Thnx to u too..

Hee..

-If.I.die.too.young,

I.will.rest.on.a.mountain.of.the.things.that.Ive.done..

There.is.no.sense.dwelling.on.it-

upUpAndAway,

an'

Labels: The.night.danced.by.so.slowly

dis was taken on last thursday..dats baizura playing cs with me..n mann watching the best playing..haha

thx ima 4 e pic..
i have no idea who took it..
was too engrossed playing..
haha
sani,if ure reading dis,
im still the best at cs
haha
u cn go n retire..

'All i need is ignorance and confidence
Then success is sure'

-AcaP-

Labels: ure my eternity of bliss....

Saturday, July 28, 2007, 2:29 PM

Mann!!!!
Happy the Bdae!!!
Baru nak 17 ke pe??
hahah
sorry i took the quote..
couldnt resist..
haha

-AcaP-

Labels: i can be the one...

Friday, July 27, 2007, 11:47 PM

Chak!
Hehs..
Wel o well..
It seems like my time is running out..
And im still trying to enjoy my last moments being 16..
Hehs..
Whee!
Few more hours to go..
Bt im not ready!
Hahs..
Ook..
Ums today...
As usual met wif Acap at Boon Keng..
Bt w/o Adli..
Hahs..
He got MC fer the day bcoz had a bad,swollen right thumb..
So i was quite sleepy..
Tired out bcoz of yest..
Followed Adli to clinic & then to TTSH..
Wahh..
Tot it was gona b fast..
So i enden up waiting fer 3++hrs..
Bt its ok la..
Many funny stuffs..
Hehs..
So i was quite sleepy in EE claz,
Was about to headbang..
Luckly there's acap to tok to..
Stayed awake bt didnt pay any attention..
Then like wat acap said in his post..
Went to Adli's house..
Compose a song..
Manage oni to get the intro part..
Lyrics will be prepared later on..
Haha..
Hey,did i mention?
Sumtink happen while i was in claz..
A little sumone msg me..
It was diff frm any other time..
And it set me of smiling ol the way..
Hahs!
I cant control myself sia..
And i cant wait fer wat the sumone trying to surprise me with..
So much things i dunno..
Bt i haf to wait..
Latest by Monday..
So patience lor..
Hehe..
Ook..
Got to get ready to be 17..
Hehs..
Btw...
Acap!!
Tats mine!
U took my words!!
Hehs..
Nvm..
Its ook la..

-A simple fear to wash u away,
An open mind cancel it today-

youCalledMe,
aN' =]

Labels: Creating.Love.Stories.For.Others.Wats.Happening.To.Mine?

Dis is me n adli trying to harmonise..its sounds pretty bad doesnt it?i tink its more bcoz of me..hahs

dis is me obviously..man our handphone videos sux..

dis is me n mann trying out a new rythm we n adli came up with..i nd alot of practice..hahs

2dae after school me n mann went to adli's house to compose a song..

Adli came up with the rythms..

Im supposed to come up with the lyrics..

N its NOT jiwang tau..

hahs

we're trying to make an english song...

adli's house is like way over at admiralty

since i stay at sengkang,it took me abt an hour to get home..

juz reached home at 8 plus juz now..

hahs

'Its better to be hated for what you are

Then to be loved for what you are not'

-AcaP-

Labels: Its On....

Thursday, July 26, 2007, 4:52 PM

Wooo!haha.dats me n adli posing.we got the cap n water gun when we won some games during the 'say no to sex' carnival in school.

n dat is adli at one of the games.he onli juz started.n yet oready fell.haha

n dats him succesfully running towards the net.but fail to score.haha.

I started e day in a bad mood.
But dat quickly changed.
Today we barely studied in school.
There was this 'say no to sex' carnival in school.
It invovled other ITEs from the west area.
For the 1st time in our school,there were alot of chicks around!woohoo!
hahas
There were bands playing and games and food stalls.
Me n my frens,Mann included,played some of the games.
Basically,dats all i have to say.haha

'Lie awake in bed at night
Thinking bout your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
Cause your troubles are juz a game
Its a beautiful lie'

-AcaP-

Labels: All the feelings i have towards you is real

Wednesday, July 25, 2007, 10:20 PM

Psst..

aN-an here!

Nice rite the pic??

Mayday Parade logo..

Hehs..

Basicaly wat hapen todae has been post by Acap..

So im here juz to update bcoz. . . .

1 : Im damn bored..

2 : No one to tok to..

3 : Can't design(Photoshop down..Aiz..)

4 : Juz feel like posting..

Hehs..

K2,better get goin nw..

-Look at me

Who am I supposed to be

And what do I believe?--

Over n out,
aN-an'

Labels: LyingAllAlone, WishingYouWouldCall

Haloo..
thx mann..
for posting e last post..
dis time its me..
school 2dae started off wif java lessons..
i paid attention during e 1st exercise..
den i got a headache n started to lose focus..
mann was his attentive self..
doing everytink rite,as usual..
n thx for helping me out yea..
in class matters n personal matters..hahs
adli paid attention..
he worked reali hard 2dae..
gd 4 u!haha

after lunch was engineering..
my headache had gotten worst by den..
n i culdnt focus at all..
even mann n adli didnt pay attention..
played psp..haha
n now im back at home..
freaking headache is still dere..
im feeling a bit low rite now..
can anybody make me feel better?

'I wont suffer,
Be broken,
Get tired,
Or wasted,
Surrender to nothing,
Or give up what i started '

'Of all the things i can do to waste time,
I rather waste some time with you'

-AcaP-

Labels: Patience is my best friend right now..Wait and waiting..

Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 10:34 PM

Hehs..
Harlo..
Well its me now!
Hahs..
Acap can't post today..
So im posting on his behalf(maybe)..
OOoookk..
So skool was quite boring,
Had Java lessons today..
Bt end up doin our last min 'touch up' on our VB project..
Followed by Engineering..
Adli was so 'On' on doing the practical..
First time beb npk die smgt nk blaja..
Well,its a good thing though..
Hahs..
Den it was Communication Skills..
Bt was cancelled as we had to go fer a talk on. . .
"My Choice,My Life"
Basically its about Smoking la..
Bt it was Ook..
Many funnie clips...
Finally we head back home frm Boon Keng Mrt(as usual)..
Hahs..
Dats ol la k?
TC..

-I guess
That I can live without you..
But without you,
I'll be miserable at best-

Labels: TheLastSomethingThatMeantAnything

Monday, July 23, 2007, 9:51 PM

Its bn a boring day today..
Mann too lazy to post
so im posting on his behalf..
went to sch at nine n ended at 1230..
man dats so freaking bored..
went home wif nothing to do bt to sleep..
aniwaes.does anybody noe if US$25 convert to Singapore dollars,how much ar?
if u do,den tag yea..
thx..
btw e tagboard time is spoilt
n me n mann hav tried to fix it
bt still like dat
so yea
sori abt dat
hahs..

'Can i hold your hand?
Can i wipe your tears?
Can i make my stand?
I will fight your fears....'

-AcaP-

Labels: Heartbreaker, im addicted to you...

Sunday, July 22, 2007, 1:33 PM

Well..
im supposed to play soccer 2dae wif frens..
but the weather doesnt look very promising...
damn it..
im not in a very gd mood actuali..
partly bcoz of the weather
and partly bcoz i hate it wen im used for ppl's own convenience

'Are you enjoying
Fooling me with your lies
Do you tell yourself
I don't realize
You're a disguise
I had hope
I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived'

-AcaP-

Labels: You're THE reason i cant control myself

Friday, July 20, 2007, 11:17 PM

'I tried to be someone someone else
But nothing seems to change
I know now
This is who i really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now
THIS is who i really am....'

-AcaP-

Labels: Does it bother you that im younger i wonder?

Thursday, July 19, 2007, 11:53 PM

woo!! dats me n adli!

we were supposed to get tings ready for the stupid treasure hunt.

bt we tot dis we wuld be more fun!

n it was a tie too.haha

man if we had fallen down flat on our faces........

haha

-AcaP-

Labels: u know i want u only

Eh2..

Hahs..
Ntg to do now,so i juz post sumtink..
Haha!
As u can see,a new design..
Preety simple..
And it sucks..
No idea lar..
Omg,i desprately need a camera..
So tat i can design more on vectors!!
Hehs..
Gif me more ideas or pics to edit yar!!

-Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you..
Just be here now against me-

Blueks,
aN-an'

Labels: Inside I hope you know I'm dying..-aN-an'

dats me goofing arnd...wif frens at dhoby ghaut mrt after school..

its bn a long day,so we decided to accompany adli to lucky plaza to wind down..

-AcaP-

Labels: specially handicapped..

dis was taken in june

me,mann and adli,our 'adies' fren.

korg asik ingat korg nye sayang je..member jgn lupa lak..

hahas

So freakin tired rite now...

trying to convert stupid school project video...

but cant...

anw mann,

went out wif sayang eh juz now....

heheh

aku jdi mangsa tau tunggu kau balek online...

adli pn same...

haha

tkpe ler....

bile aku da ade matair,aku lupa korg pulak...

hahah

-AcaP-

Labels: i see you wif you me...but im not sure as a fren or.....i'll let you decide...

Tuesday, July 17, 2007, 11:45 PM

Whee!..
Okok..
My few words..
Oh welcum2,
to OUR universe tat is..
Blalalalala..
Do wateva u want here,read,tag,anitink la..
Dunno hu i am?
Ask aCap..
hehs..
K,dats ol la..
cn?

-we all fall to pieces,
But at least you fell to me..
But this is a wrong night..
So tell me goodnight and let it go-

ursTruly,
aN-an'

Labels: You sounded hurt..- aN-an'

This Is It

Well.....
This is the T-H-A-N-G!!
hahs
finally its up and running..
not much to say..
Irni,if youre reading dis,dont laugh..
its my 1st time..
hahah
oh,and
Welcome To My Universe

ps: mann,say sumtink..where's ur opening speech??

"AcaP"

Labels: i'll juz keep waiting..like u said, its juz a matter of time... - AcaP